twenty questions

1. I am immensely intellectually insecure. Not a day goes by when I don't fear that I’m not as bright as my peers. (That's THREE negatives in one sentence!)
2. Rainy days are my favorite (it’s the positive ions).
3. I will work for a few years more and then move to the west and build a commune.
4. I hope that everyone in my family will come with me.
5. The human spirit flounders when it feels as if its not being put to good (and noble) use; a bad job can kill you.
6. I am afraid that I have a bad job…
7. I can’t really conceive of paid work that would be noble.
8. This is why I have the commune idea; become self-sustaining and you don’t need to work!
9. This weekend I will make a large batch of bread.
10. Once, in Olympia, I hit a yuppie couple’s car with my bike in a grocery parking lot. They were nearby and FREAKED OUT at me, and I cried. People in the parking lot came up to me afterwards to offer their solidarity and support. I don’t know if I’ve ever felt that worthless as a human.
11. And I’ve always blamed Kevin for it – cause he wouldn’t go to the store.
12. People frighten me because of their intolerance and cruelty and selfishness.
13. I think that Europeans are heading in the right direction.
14. When I go to concerts or public events I get terrified that I’ll run up onstage and do something totally embarrassing. Hasn’t happened yet.
15. I wish I could show my older sis how much I respect her.
16. Sometimes I wonder if my parents married the wrong people.
17. I never wonder if I have.
18. I would like to be remembered in the history books for initiating the repeal of the electoral college.
19. I am SO SCARED of November 2nd.
20. I have a Jurgis-like desire to take on the suffering of those whom I love, so that they might benefit by this life.